UUUGGGHHHHHH I don’t want to do it Well, I do want to do it, but later I just don’t feel like it In fact I’ve never felt like it I’m not sure what “feeling like it” would actually feel like But I know it’s not like this Because I REALLY DON’T FEEL LIKE IT If I do it right now, it will not feel like feeling like it is supposed to feel Can I do something else instead? There are other things I usually never feel like doing But SUDDENLY they seem like a great idea I could clean out that closet! I could wash the dishes! I could catch up on my email! Then I’ll finally be organized And maybe I’ll feel like doing it Or maybe tomorrow Because I really need a treat right now WAIT I’ve been here before I can’t just reward myself for procrastinating It’s like I’m training myself to postpone stuff longer and longer “SIT! Good brain” What if I just… did it? Even though I don’t want to? What if I just got started? … LATER … I’m doing it! I’m actually doing it! It’s really not so bad after all Not sure why I thought it would be such a big deal But I sure wish I’d started sooner Look at me, getting it done … LATER … I’m done! Well, alrighty then. Comments are closed.
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AuthorI've been working with chronic disorganization, squalor, and hoarding for over 20 years. I'm also a marathon runner who was diagnosed with fibromyalgia and thyroid disease 17 years ago. This website uses marketing and tracking technologies. Opting out of this will opt you out of all cookies, except for those needed to run the website. Note that some products may not work as well without tracking cookies. Opt Out of CookiesArchives
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